Thursday, October 27, 2011

Time?

I keep trying to figure out if it's time for me to get out and start dating.  Unfortunately, there's no calendar that I know of to let me know... 

I'm ready.  I want to be loved again    Or at the very least, loved on? .  I want a man to wrap his arms around me and make everything alright.  I'm ready to stop having to be so brave for my boys.  I don't want to kill the spiders!  I don't think I'm the best qualified to teach them how to be tough.  Mommies aren't built for taking out bee's nests.  We're not supposed to give girl advise (we're toootally biased).  I mean, of course, I will.  . I'll do my best.  

But right now, what I WANT is a man to be with me.  To wrap me in his strong arms and make all my problems go away.... at least for a little while.   I'm so exhausted from playing both roles.  I really am.  I'm tired.   I want to be a girl again.  A pretty, cute, flirty, funny, and some times difficult GIRL. 

I'm not looking to quit my 24/7 job of Mom to the best boys on earth.... I'm just looking for a little time out.  A little workman's comp... I'm pretty sure I've earned it.

I'll have to call my union rep and find out....

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